On launch night Matthew was our instant fave and we were rather sad-faced to see him leave too soon, but with the series almost over there's no housemates opinions we'd want to hear more. We spoke to Matthew about his time in the house, the power, Helen and more...
What's life been like since leaving the house, has much changed?
Life for me has been the same as before really, which in all
honestly is what I am happy with and what I feared would not happen. I feel as
if I was in the Big Brother house a lifetime ago now! It all feels like one big
blur. Not much really has changed, aside for the fact I can watch myself back
on TV, people I've never met before have conversations on the street and that I
seem to have a lot more people to speak to on Twitter, but ordinary life is
back to normal.
What's the reaction been like towards you from the public?
My reaction seemed to be really good when I left. The fact it
was a shock eviction and that I was not actually hated; despite hearing boos,
was quite overwhelming. I did honestly believe I would leave hated, as I think
when you are a housemate your natural insecurities really do come out whilst
you’re in there and as humans we doubt ourselves so much. Knowing that people
actually liked me was quite nice to hear. Of course, I do get people who write
a lot of nasty comments about me as well as at me over the Internet, but it
could have been a lot worse!
What made you want to take part in the show?
I love Big Brother and have watched it every year and always
thought about how much I'd love to go on it and experience it myself. If I'm
honest, the idea of being on TV and having people know me was of course
appealing for my ego. But really and truly it was just the idea of having the
most unique experience of a lifetime and doing something that I know I've
always wanted to do and something that 99% of people cant
say they've done either.
Do you have any regrets?
I don't. There were times when I looked back and thought
"why didn’t I do this then?", "why didn’t I throw myself into
tasks more?", or "why didn't I actually have more
fun?", but everything I did in the house I am quite proud of myself for
doing really. I don’t think I made any mistakes in there or did anything that I
feel ashamed of doing and I'm glad that now its over I've not made a complete
fool of myself or looked back and felt embarrassed about anything,
that was my biggest fear!
How different do you think the house would be if you were still
in there?
I found myself thinking about this an awful lot shortly after my
eviction. Of course if I wouldn’t have gone, Ash would have and I think I
probably would have felt more settled simply because I clashed heavily with him
and Helen towards the end of my stay. To be honest, I think I would have become
bitchier towards her given that Ash's departure would have weakened her, so a
part of me believes it may have just been the right time.
When I watch it back I do notice I came across very quiet which
I am not at all. I never really got involved in the arguments or controversy so
with time I would have been able to actually receive more airtime - which I
didn't much. I would have definitely become more fun as the show went on. I
also know that I would have become even closer to my best friends in there;
Mark, Christopher and Chris, its a shame my friendships could not develop more
now that I am on the outside. But who knows? Everything happens for a reason; I
could never predict how different things may have turned out.
Have there been times when you've watched the show and wished
you were back in there?
YES! A lot. Nearly every task that has taken place I wish I
could have experienced in addition to what I did. When you go in, you do quite
conceitedly believe you will make the final and when I did go, despite the fact
I believed I was going that week, It only then hit me that once I was evicted,
the experience was over! I would have loved to stay longer and experience it
all. It would have been interesting to meet the newbies and see how the
dynamics changed. Then there’s the arguments of course, many where I have had
to witness my friends go at each other such as Christopher and Mark; I've sat
at home watching my screen wishing I could be there to break it up and calm
them down, but sadly I cant! I do think though that I managed to
experience the most fun tasks, who else got to sleep in a glass box over night?
What's it actually like living with Helen?
We got on well in the beginning, but I can't say I've had many
friends similar to her throughout my life. She's very intense and argumentative
and there were times a lot of people felt like they were constantly on edge
with her, including myself. It wasn't pleasant.
Do you think she's changed or is it all in the edit?
No I don't think she's changed. I simply think its all a clever
act to win the show and convince her housemates and the viewers that she's had
a "journey". If it wins her the show then she would have done a very
good job!
You were very close to Mark in the house, what do you make of
his and Christopher's 'relationship'?
I don't think there is a genuine romance there. They always had
this sort of "frenemy" relationship from the first week. Mark was
constantly winding Christopher up; who is VERY easy to wind up. I think they
both begun to thrive on it but unfortunately now it's got to the point where
Christopher seems to be getting a little fed up. I was really pleased to see
them bond following my departure as they were my two closest friends in there
and I always wanted them to be friends. In the real world I think they would be
friends but in that house the environment is so intense and strange that it has
unfortunately brought the worst and best out of their relationship in quite
extreme ways.
Do you think the power theme has been used to full effect? Was
effecting nominations the ultimate power, or would something else have caused
more drama?
I think it was used quite well in various unique ways. As much
as I hated the female power trip and the way Toya's and mine came back to bite
us back, I think its put a strong edge on this years series. Unfortunately it
has been proven as faulted in this show given the fact that Pauline, Toya and I
were all evicted after our power trips. The fact nominations can be altered
adds an exciting and unpredictable element to the show has been interesting,
but unfortunately it has also led to too many complications which I believe
have led to the wrong housemates being evicted and too much going against the
ways viewers may have actually wanted.
Who do you want to win? And who do you think deserves to win?
I'm now rooting for Christopher all the way! He was one of my
closest friends in the house, we really clicked on day one and I see a lot of
myself in him. I feel he really deserves it as he has been nothing but genuine,
sincere, considerate and consistent to himself throughout his time in the
house. I remember in the beginning, he was very much alienated from the house
and just pushed aside by the majority of housemates in a way that seemed very
high school to me. He was never accepted into the "cool gang" and
targeted so quickly and I didn't like it. Since then he was always the first to
be scape-goated during nominations and has just been overlooked from the
beginning. I think it will be great if he wins, proving that the nice guys
always prevail and that she self-righteous "cool kids" get nowhere.
Most of all, Christopher would never actually expect to win which I think shows
how modest he is.
Would you ever do it again?
I'd do it all over again. Perhaps with a slightly better bunch
of housemates!
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